Senin, 26 September 2011

Say Hi! September :')

Posted by Aster di 08.44 0 komentar
Muahahaha I'm back x))
Ada yang kangen gue kagaaak? #ditampol
Mungkin ini rada telat .__. #banget

Selamat datang September -tabur konfeti- MUAHAHAHAHA 8D
Selamat datang kegalauan.. :')
Selamat datang liburan (?) :')
Selamat datang duit THR (?) :'D

Err.. gue bingung mau nulis apaan lagi. Sebenernya mau curhat tapiiii... gue bingung mau nulis begimana muahahaha -__-
Yodahlah, nanti malem aja kalo gue inget gue bakal mampir ke sini lagi~
Bwaaaii~ <3

Minggu, 14 Agustus 2011

Selalu terabaikan :')

Posted by Aster di 18.19 0 komentar
capek... capek aku di abaikan terus..
sebegitu invisible-nya kah aku dimata kalian semua??
diabaikan itu gak enak tau.. selalu begitu..
apa kalian semua emang gak menyadari kehadiranku? 
aku emang gak begitu suka di perhatikan, tapi gak begini juga kali..
mengabaikan kehadiran seseorang seenaknya, sakit tau dibegituin.
rasanya aku emang ditakdirin buat sendiri, terabaikan..
this doesn't mean that i'm not thankful enough with my own life.

Jumat, 12 Agustus 2011

Cho Kyuhyun and Manager Prince

Posted by Aster di 14.48 0 komentar
Cho Kyuhyun and Manager Prince :3

They look so hawt ;A; /sobs

Sabtu, 06 Agustus 2011

After Love

Posted by Aster di 19.57 0 komentar
i thought you were my love. i thought you were my all. i do believe that you would be my very last love. I believed that you would be my last love. 

Jumat, 05 Agustus 2011

Repeat

Posted by Aster di 21.38 0 komentar
i keep saying it, repeat it all over again..

i know you were lies, every thing came from your mouth is a lies..
i can't see the diffrence between the lies and the truth..
i know you don't really love me , but i believe it like a stupid believe that a pig can fly..
you said you were in love with someone else, why don't you ended our relationship?
why you keep me hanging on?
i'm curious who's that lucky girl who can catch your attention
i bet she had the same feeling with you.. 
you seem happy when she's arround, seems i'm nothing..
but, once again..
i keep repeating it.. suggesting my own self that its just an illusion

Dear Stranger

Posted by Aster di 14.09 0 komentar
long time haven't been posting here~

i've been in a mood-swing these days. 
Honestly, gue gak tega sama orang-orang yang ada disekitar gue. I know they're hide something from me. Gue gak tega.. buat secara langsung maksa mereka buat sama gue. 
that's mean, i've hurt them indirectly -sigh-
bukannya aku acuh atau apa, aku tauu.. tau banget. tapi aku juga bingung gimana ngomongnya ke 'kamu' 

i rather hurt my self than i have to hurt you. kay?
so please, tell me what do you want from me directly. 

gue lebih tega sama diri gue sendiri, dibandingkan sama orang lain. gue sebut ini self-defense or maybe self-sacrifice? 

i don't care, really. i just want to keep my heart save, i don't want to broke my heart because its already broken. after a long time, i fall for a stranger (again).

Jumat, 08 Juli 2011

When The First Love End - Miku Hatsune ft. Supercell [Kanji, Romanji, English]

Posted by Aster di 11.49 0 komentar

Sung by: Hatsune Miku
Music/Lyrics by: supercell (ryo)

はじめてのキスは涙の味がした
まるでドラマみたいな恋

見計らったように発車のベルが鳴った

冷
たい冬の風が頬をかすめる
吐いた息で両手をこすった
街はイルミネーション 魔法をかけたみたい
裸の街路樹 キラキラ

どうしても
言えなかった
この気持ち 押さえつけた
前から決めていた事だから 
これでいいの
振り向かないから

ありがとう サヨナラ

切ない片想い
足を止めたら思い出してしまう
だから
ありがとう サヨナラ
泣いたりしないから
そう思った途端にふわり
舞い降りてくる雪

触れたら溶けて消えた

駅
へと続く大通り
寄り添ってる二人 楽しそう
「ほら見て初雪!」
キミとあんな風になりたくて
初めて作った
手編みのマフラー

どうしたら
渡せたんだろう
意気地なし 怖かっただけ
思い出になるなら
このままで構\わないって
それは本当なの?

ありがとう サヨナラ

いつかこんな時が来てしまうこと
わかってたはずだわ
なのに
ありがとう サヨナラ?
体が震えてる
もうすぐ列車が来るのに
それは今になって
私を苦しめる

繋
がりたい
どれほど願っただろう
この手は空っぽ
ねえ サヨナラってこういうこと?

行
かなくちゃ
そんなのわかってる
キミが優しい事も知ってる
だから
「……この手を離してよ」
出会えて良かった
キミが好き

ありがとう サヨナラ

一言が言えない
今だけでいい 私に勇気を 
「あのね―\―\」
言いかけた唇 キミとの距離は0
……今だけは泣いていいよね
もう言葉はいらない
お願い ぎゅっとしていて 

来
年の今頃には
どんな私がいて
どんなキミがいるのかな 


Romanji

hajimete no kisu wa namida no aji ga shita
marude dorama mitai na koi
mihakaratta you ni hassa no beru ga natta

tsumetai fuyu no kaze ga hoo o kasumeru
haita iki de ryoute o kosutta
machi wa irumineshon mahout o kaketa mitai
Hadaka no gairoju kirakira

Doushitemo ienakatta
Kono kimochi osaetsuketa
Mae kara kimeteita koto dakara
Kore de ii no
Furimukanai kara

Arigatou sayonara
Setsunai kataomoi ashi o tometara omoidshite shimau
dakara
Arigatou sayonara
Naitarishinai kara
Sou omotta totan ni fuwari
Maioritekuru yuki
Furetara toketekieta

Eki e to tsuzuku oodoori
Yorisotteru futari tanoshisou
“hora mite hatsuyuki!”
kimi to anna fuu ni naritakute
hajimete tsukutta
teami no mafuraa

Doushitara watasetandarou
Ikuji nashi kowakatta dake
Omide ni naru nara
Kono mama de kamawanai tte
Sore wa hontou na no?

Arigatou sayonara
Itsuka konna toki ga kite simau koto
Wakatteta hazu da wa
Na no ni
Arigatou sayonara?
Karada ga furueteru
Mousugu ressha ga kuru noni
Sore wa ima ni natte
Watashi o kurushimeru

Tsunagaritai
Dorehodo negatta darou
Kono te wa karappo
Nee sayonara tte kouiu koto?

Ikanakucha
Sonna no wakatteru
Kimi ga yasashii koto mo shitteru
Dakara
“……kono te o hanashite yo”
deaete yokatta
kimi ga suki

Arigatou sayonara
Hitokoto ga ienai
Ima dake de ii watashi ni yuuki o
“ano ne—“
iikaketa kuchibiru kimi to no kyori wa zero
……ima dake wa naite ii yo ne]
mou kotoba wa iranai
onegai gyutto shiteite

Rainen no imagoro ni wa
Donna watashi ga ite
Donna kimi ga iru no kana


English

on my first kiss, I felt the taste of tears
it looked like as if it was a love drama
like it was intended, the bell for departure has rung

The cold winter wind grazes on my cheeks
I rubbed my hands with the breath I respired
The illuminations in the town, looked like a cast magic
The bare roadside trees sparkle

By all means, I wasn’t able to say
These feelings, I have repressed them
I already have decided this earlier
Its fine like this
Because I cant turn around

Thank you, farewell
This is painful, unrequited love
If my foot stops, I might remember it
That’s why
Thank you, farewell
Because I won’t cry
That’s what I thought, and then, softly,
The snow falls down
If I touch it, it would’ve melted away

on the main street that leads to the stations
the couples cuddling close together, looks fun
“hey look, it’s the first snow of winter!”
I wanted to be like this with you
The first that I made
A hand knitted muffler

How could I ever hand it over to you?
I didn’t have confidence, I was just scared
“if I would remember these,
eventually, I wouldn’t mind them anymore”
but is that the truth?

Thank you, farewell
Someday this time would come again
I should have understood then
Even so\
Thank you, farewell?
My body is shivering all over
Though the train will come soon
Which is nearing up to the present?
It torments me

I want to hold hands with you
No matter how much I have wished for it
These hands are empty
Hey, is this really a ‘farewell’?

you have to go
I quite understand that
Even your kindness, I understand it
That’s why
“……let go of this hand”
Im glad I’ve met you
I love you

thank you, farewell
I wont say a single word
This moment is just fine, the courage, to me
“hey, you know—“
lips have stopped in the middle; distance with you was zero
……its okay for me to cry right now, right?
I  don’t need any words
Please, embrace me tightly

In the next year, around this time
What kind of me will be here?
What kind of you will be here?

Mesin Penenun Hujan - Frau

Posted by Aster di 11.17 0 komentar
Merakit mesin penenun hujan
Hingga terjalin terbentuk awan
Semua tentang kebalikan
Terlukis, tertulis, tergaris di wajahmu

Keputusan yang tak terputuskan
Ketika engkau telah tunjukkan
Semua tentang kebalikan
Kebalikan diantara kita

Kau sakiti aku, kau gerami aku
Kau sakiti gerami, kau benci aku
Tetapi esok nanti kau akan tersadar
Kau temukan seorang lain yang lebih baik
Dan aku kan hilang, ku kan jadi hujan
Tapi takkan lama, ku kan jadi awan

Merakit mesin penenun hujan
Ketika engkau telah tunjukkan
Semua tentang kebalikan
Kebalikan diantara kita
 

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