Senin, 03 Oktober 2011

Prolog

Posted by Aster di 01.02 0 komentar
Dorkyula present a fanfiction based on semi-true story:

Lie © dorkyula
All cast © God, Themselves, Their Family, and Their Agency

Proudly present:

“Menggantikan Oppa?” pekiknya terkejut.
Laki-laki berjas itu mengangguk, “Dengan keadaannya yang sekarang, sangat tidak mungkin sekali untuknya tampil di depan public.” Laki-laki itu menyeringai.
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“Jadilah namjachingu-ku, oppa..” kata gadis itu dengan mantap.
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“Aku.. aku perlu bantuanmu.” Gadis itu mengatakannya sambil menunduk, menyembuyikan rona merah dipipinya.
“Bantu aku, Oppa. Berpura-puralah kencan denganku. Kumohon!”
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Sebuah pesan singkat diterima oleh ponselku.
Oppa, namja yang sedang aku rayu itu kau. Oppa mau ‘kan jadi namjachingu-ku?
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“Aku.. aku akan berubah. Aku akan berubah menjadi yeoja yang oppa suka.. apapun akan aku lakukan, oppa.” Gadis itu memohon.
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. “Oppa!” seorang gadis melambai padaku dari kejauhan. Dia berlari kecil menyongsong diriku, di peluknya lenganku erat. “Bogoshipo, oppa.”
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“Dia tak tertolong lagi…” vonis dokter. Tumpuan pada kakinya melemah, dicengkram erat kaosnya. Es itu meleleh.. menganak sungai di pipinya. Dalam tangis ia berharap bahwa semua ini hanya mimpi.

Minggu, 02 Oktober 2011

Hell-o Octopus~!

Posted by Aster di 23.47 0 komentar
Long time nuhh see~ -lambai2 kolor bias- 8DD
Gak nyangka udah Octopus--Oktober maksutnya. XD Gue cuma punya wish semoga UTS gue ntar nilainya kaga mengecewakan doang u,u
Btw, themes blog ini baru lhoo~ 
Bagus 'kannnnn? X3 -todong pisau-
Ya walaupun warnanya agak MENZIZIKAN D:
Nyahahaha 8D udah yak, gue cuma mau pamer themes baru sama say hi! aja kok .__.
Bwaaai~ -flies tew mars-

Senin, 26 September 2011

Say Hi! September :')

Posted by Aster di 08.44 0 komentar
Muahahaha I'm back x))
Ada yang kangen gue kagaaak? #ditampol
Mungkin ini rada telat .__. #banget

Selamat datang September -tabur konfeti- MUAHAHAHAHA 8D
Selamat datang kegalauan.. :')
Selamat datang liburan (?) :')
Selamat datang duit THR (?) :'D

Err.. gue bingung mau nulis apaan lagi. Sebenernya mau curhat tapiiii... gue bingung mau nulis begimana muahahaha -__-
Yodahlah, nanti malem aja kalo gue inget gue bakal mampir ke sini lagi~
Bwaaaii~ <3

Minggu, 14 Agustus 2011

Selalu terabaikan :')

Posted by Aster di 18.19 0 komentar
capek... capek aku di abaikan terus..
sebegitu invisible-nya kah aku dimata kalian semua??
diabaikan itu gak enak tau.. selalu begitu..
apa kalian semua emang gak menyadari kehadiranku? 
aku emang gak begitu suka di perhatikan, tapi gak begini juga kali..
mengabaikan kehadiran seseorang seenaknya, sakit tau dibegituin.
rasanya aku emang ditakdirin buat sendiri, terabaikan..
this doesn't mean that i'm not thankful enough with my own life.

Jumat, 12 Agustus 2011

Cho Kyuhyun and Manager Prince

Posted by Aster di 14.48 0 komentar
Cho Kyuhyun and Manager Prince :3

They look so hawt ;A; /sobs

Sabtu, 06 Agustus 2011

After Love

Posted by Aster di 19.57 0 komentar
i thought you were my love. i thought you were my all. i do believe that you would be my very last love. I believed that you would be my last love. 

Jumat, 05 Agustus 2011

Repeat

Posted by Aster di 21.38 0 komentar
i keep saying it, repeat it all over again..

i know you were lies, every thing came from your mouth is a lies..
i can't see the diffrence between the lies and the truth..
i know you don't really love me , but i believe it like a stupid believe that a pig can fly..
you said you were in love with someone else, why don't you ended our relationship?
why you keep me hanging on?
i'm curious who's that lucky girl who can catch your attention
i bet she had the same feeling with you.. 
you seem happy when she's arround, seems i'm nothing..
but, once again..
i keep repeating it.. suggesting my own self that its just an illusion

Dear Stranger

Posted by Aster di 14.09 0 komentar
long time haven't been posting here~

i've been in a mood-swing these days. 
Honestly, gue gak tega sama orang-orang yang ada disekitar gue. I know they're hide something from me. Gue gak tega.. buat secara langsung maksa mereka buat sama gue. 
that's mean, i've hurt them indirectly -sigh-
bukannya aku acuh atau apa, aku tauu.. tau banget. tapi aku juga bingung gimana ngomongnya ke 'kamu' 

i rather hurt my self than i have to hurt you. kay?
so please, tell me what do you want from me directly. 

gue lebih tega sama diri gue sendiri, dibandingkan sama orang lain. gue sebut ini self-defense or maybe self-sacrifice? 

i don't care, really. i just want to keep my heart save, i don't want to broke my heart because its already broken. after a long time, i fall for a stranger (again).
 

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