Selalu terabaikan :')

capek... capek aku di abaikan terus..
sebegitu invisible-nya kah aku dimata kalian semua??
diabaikan itu gak enak tau.. selalu begitu..
apa kalian semua emang gak menyadari kehadiranku? 
aku emang gak begitu suka di perhatikan, tapi gak begini juga kali..
mengabaikan kehadiran seseorang seenaknya, sakit tau dibegituin.
rasanya aku emang ditakdirin buat sendiri, terabaikan..
this doesn't mean that i'm not thankful enough with my own life.

Cho Kyuhyun and Manager Prince

Cho Kyuhyun and Manager Prince :3

They look so hawt ;A; /sobs

After Love

i thought you were my love. i thought you were my all. i do believe that you would be my very last love. I believed that you would be my last love. 

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Repeat

i keep saying it, repeat it all over again..

i know you were lies, every thing came from your mouth is a lies..
i can't see the diffrence between the lies and the truth..
i know you don't really love me , but i believe it like a stupid believe that a pig can fly..
you said you were in love with someone else, why don't you ended our relationship?
why you keep me hanging on?
i'm curious who's that lucky girl who can catch your attention
i bet she had the same feeling with you.. 
you seem happy when she's arround, seems i'm nothing..
but, once again..
i keep repeating it.. suggesting my own self that its just an illusion

Dear Stranger

long time haven't been posting here~

i've been in a mood-swing these days. 

Honestly, gue gak tega sama orang-orang yang ada disekitar gue. I know they're hide something from me. Gue gak tega.. buat secara langsung maksa mereka buat sama gue. 

that's mean, i've hurt them indirectly -sigh-

bukannya aku acuh atau apa, aku tauu.. tau banget. tapi aku juga bingung gimana ngomongnya ke 'kamu' 

i rather hurt my self than i have to hurt you. kay?

so please, tell me what do you want from me directly. 

gue lebih tega sama diri gue sendiri, dibandingkan sama orang lain. gue sebut ini self-defense or maybe self-sacrifice? 

i don't care, really. i just want to keep my heart save, i don't want to broke my heart because its already broken. after a long time, i fall for a stranger (again).